winds of new beginnings. . .

so after like two years of being out of high school i finally made it to college! i was so proud of myself. but once i actually started going to my classes i realized out out of shape i am, education wise. but little by little i'm catching up. i also realized everything around me that i've been avoiding for some time now. how i finally dealt with some problems i had been having with friends, ended a seven year friendship and i didn't mourn it one day. saw how unimportant i am to some close friends i loved and cherished, and paid attention to those i was ignoring who are turning to be better friends. i finally just took a big step back and saw the big picture, saw all the mistakes i was making and now i'm repairing them one at a time. still single for now. had some summer flings but they were just that, summer fling. overall, i'm happy! i'm learning to live with just myself. i don't need anyone to do anything. everything is a-ok now :] hopefully it lasts!